“We didn’t have much, but we had love.” ― Tyler Perry
“I’ve not always possessed what I’ve wanted, but I always received what I needed, and most days it was simply the love of friends and family, and the ability to live comfortably in my own skin.” ― From Mixed Metaphors, Oh My! Dispatch from the Hideout: Letter to Loved Ones
It’s that time of year when we celebrate the holidays, often the traditions of the generations that preceded us, the food we eat, the rituals we recreate, the stories we tell, and the memories we share. This is our legacy. It’s also that time of year when many of us look back and reflect on the year behind us and grieve our loved ones no longer present in life.
We inherit many things from our family, from our DNA to our shared lived experiences, both nature and nurture. We also inherit material things, bequeaths, mementos, and gifts from family, friends, and loved ones. They also represent a legacy. What creates a person’s legacy?
“When a person dies, the mark the individual left on the world represents that individual’s legacy… it is about the richness of the individual’s life, including what that person accomplished and the impact he or she had on people and places. Ultimately, the story of a person’s life reflects the individual’s legacy.”
Most of us would agree that legacy, as defined above, holds the most value, and when we look at our own lives, especially as we age, we begin to question what our legacy will be, what will we leave behind?
As I grieve the people I’ve loved and love, some no longer present in my life except in memory, some still present, the small material things that have been passed on to me over time hold special meaning and are infused with the legacy of my loved ones. They are gifts of sentimental value, keepsakes.
I’m reminded as I write, as people have died from COVID-19 in the past 20 months, and families who’ve lost loved ones to the tragic, devastating, and deadly swath of the quad state tornadoes this weekend, the death of family members, friends, colleagues, and community members, are the greatest loss.
However, in the wake of events like this, whether from the unexpected or untimely death of loved one due to illness, an accident, or natural disaster, we search for something to hold onto in our grief. We hold each other, and in events like the tornado, or wildfires, or floods this past summer, when homes are also destroyed, we search for the small material mementos and ephemera that remain, and are the material legacy of our lives.
Now, full disclosure, I take a moment to acknowledge that many of us of a certain age have inherited boxes full of material possessions our parents or relatives have purged, before or after their deaths. Often, they believe they are gifting us things of value, at a time when many of us are also trying to simplify our lives and let go of material stuff we no longer want or need. This is not an essay or reminiscence about inherited monetary or property wealth, instead I take a look at the things, however small and often worthless to others, create my legacy from loved ones.
The Legacy of Material Things
Following is a pictorial inventory of some of my most precious keepsakes, material things infused with the memories of loved ones, some absent in my life due to death, some still present, the legacy of material things.
Family
Backstory: My mother died in 2016, sister, Roz in 2012, and Cindy in 2019. Grandmothers, great grandmothers, aunts, and other family years before. Our 91-year-old father still lives independently in our childhood Cape Cod-style home in Racine, Wisconsin with the help of my sister, Kelly, and her husband, Bill.
Friends
Backstory: As a person in recovery, I consider most, if not all, my friends to be chosen family. When I was estranged from my bio family we created ‘The Orphans’, a chosen family who celebrated holidays together, supported each other, and loved with an open and accepting heart. In the end, an enduring legacy of love.
Loved Ones
Backstory: I’ve been married to and divorced from my first love, Frank, came out as a lesbian, consider myself a serial monogamist, and I’ve been fortunate enough to have been in a number of committed partnerships of varying duration. In a couple of those relationships, I co-parented as the non-biological parent. I’ve remained single (by choice) for 14 years, oh my! Whenever possible, I’ve reconciled with my exes and consider them friends and chosen family members. This collection of keepsakes and ephemera also includes the many poems, love letters, greeting cards, and photographs I’ve saved from loved ones.
What Does It All Mean?
Though I’ve not kept all the items bequeathed to me from family, I’ve attempted to pass them on to family members who would appreciate and treasure them. Since I was the eldest maternal granddaughter, and my parents’ firstborn girl, I inherited two sets of dinner China, first from my maternal grandmother which I passed on to my sister Cindy, and my mother’s China purchased with S&H Green Stamps earned at our family’s Piggly Wiggly Grocery Store, which I passed on to my niece Casey, except for three items I wanted to keep, a butter dish, sugar dish, and creamer which I use regularly.
From my sister Cindy, who enjoyed cooking, she passed on a kitchen appliance to each of her remaining sisters, a Vitamix blender, a KitchenAid Mixer, and an Instant Pot. I inherited the latter. I live in a small apartment with a lack of cabinets, so I passed it on to my niece Jennifer and her wife Becky, who like to cook and have a large pantry.
The material things that remain, inhabit my home and are visual reminders of the people I love, who are no longer present in my life in one form or another, or in the very least, those that still remain, the keepsakes are reminders of our love for each other.
The most treasured legacy is not the material thing itself, instead they’re the memories and shared lived experiences they represent, the evidence we existed in each other’s lives for a moment, a decade, or a lifetime on this earth. Eternally grateful!
Postscript: In April, 2022, I picked up up my childhood report cards. This keepsake was a snapshot of who I was as an elementary and middle school student, and a preview of who I became as an adult. To read more: Childhood Report Cards: Snapshots of the Future.
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